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Tuesday, August 30th, 2005
3:29 am	My best freind in the world I dont complain much very little if any. I must say i feel so guilty tho. I feel like ive been using my bestest freind danielle (my sister of course). We seem to be losing more and more ties to each other as time goes on. Tho my life is changing alot i know i can rely on her if i need to and thats a really nice feeling to have. I must say i miss her. we dont do anything at all together now unlike when i was little and we use to watch snick (saterday night nickolodein incase you forgot cus i know most of u watched it). we use to spend so much time together just hangin out around the house or maybe goin with her adn her freinds to do somethin. to me she seems to have changed but then i relise that she hasnt changed but i have. But now the only time i truly talk to her is if i want to get drunk so i call her and to be nice i talk to her for a little while. I know why she does it, i know why she buys me liqour, not just cus shes cool but when she was 15 she use to do it too so she knows what its like and shes cool as hell about it as long as im not mean to her and its not a big deal to be nice for 2 3 minutes on the phone. I really dont see my sister much maybe once or twice a week if that. maybe just like 1 in 2 weeks. which doesnt seem like that bad of a thing for most poeple like sweet my brother or sister is gone, its just not the same tho shes off with her own family now so its like she cant just spend a day with me, and we use to do that quite abit even with the 7 year age gap she was always nice to me. I will defnitly say that she was more of a parents to me then my dad is, thats why i cant stand not hanging out with her its so sad but i really dont have a say in this matter it sucks so much to. I learned so much from her its kinda sad, good and bad examples alike and i always know no matter how bad i fuck up that danielle will always be therejust like my mom. My favrite music my favrite shows and my favrite fucken movies are the ones i lisned to, and watched with my sister i feel better now that thats out there. i doubt id open up anymore to anyone then i already have in this post. I know freinds are suppose to be there for one an another if they have problems, but im really tired of a few poeple abusing that privlage. They seem to compare how fucked up there lives are. I like to sit and watch and just remember some old stories and relise these poeple are just flat out childish. I will end up cutting my ties from them cus at this point i have more then enough of my own problems and i dont want to take on any more. Now that summers pretty much over its to the time where you look at it and go DAMN i shoulda did more or DAMN i wish i coulda did this, well all i can say is it was a good summer full of hard learned lessons. Way to many of those lessons had to be learned the hard way tho, well this is a pretty long entry so ill cut it at that good night and have fun since theres not alot of time till school starts but then again theres always friday and saterday during the school year. Wow its to much work to use spell check. Current Mood: bored Current Music: seether - fine again (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
4:31 am	You can be a king or a street sweeper, but everybody dances with the Grim Reaper. -Robert Alton Harris I thought at the time its a nice little quote. everyone works and trys to make and get money. The truth is money IS the root of all evil. The world would be simple without money, but the other side of not having money would be poeple would have no incentive to make and prepare there life we buy food we dont hunt, we buy houses we dont build them. we buy transportation we dont just build cars. Its a misrable soiciety that we live in these days we dont do much exept drugs and have fun. And those poeple who wont leave there house becouse there scared of getting mugged live no life... there prisoners of our society, its such a sad fate with a leader (bush of course) who loses sight on what he is intended to do. With all the problems here in the usa wich he is supposed to lead he runs to other countrys and attacks them or helps them when he leaves his own land which is in dier need of a leader think about that for a second. Like the quote says everyone dies so let me live my life the way i want to if i want to do drugs it doesnt harm YOU so shut the fuck up. if i go out and work for my money in a productive job and decide to spend my money on drugs why does it matter to the goverment? becouse there not getting there money back? becouse i dont have to pay tax on drugs? In some ways legal marijauna might not be a good thing would you want to have to pay tax on your weed? If the goverment just lets us be ourselves and work for them i dont see why we cant treat ourselves to a little mind candy. On to another topic. How difrent would this world be without eletricity? Its just a thought. If there were time machines wich century / erea would you go live in? or would you stay in the present day? I think thats enough rambling for tonight. Current Mood: restless Current Music: parnoid - black sabbath (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
12:33 am	Well i geuss ill start this bitch off. 1st, i get tired of people talking for other poeple were all mature enough to speak for ourselves so why must we have poeple talk for us idk but its kinda funny cus then i think the messenger is well ONE WHIPPED MOTHER FUCKER they must be to do someone elses dirty work. preps annoy me the worst there stuck up and well fucken annoying to everyones supprise i get annoyed easily. Im not a hard person to read if i dont like BACK THE FUCK OFF. I dont want to talk to you i dont want to accoiate with you so fuck off. Everybody goes thru a phase where they dont know who there freinds are and its pretty easy to tell. freinds dont do certian things that some of my supposed freinds have done they dont tend to fuck with you and then the freinds i know that are truly my freinds have changed so much its unbelievble that there even the same and cathcing up with old freinds, well that gets sticky some times becouse there might be a grudge. at school its like another world if your chillin with your freinds in the summer or outside of school and see someone you dont like you can ether oviod them or just iggnore them but at school its immposible so you rely on other things so you dont have to deal with them. drugs and vilence for the most part but that can only last so long till someone acts on there anger adn well thats just not to good is it nooooserrrrry... and as this journal goes i dont give a fuck about what you think just dont read it if you dont liek it.in person i might seem secible but fuck it ive thought about suicide as much as everyone else cus getting busted by cops makes you think some deeep shit. i have dealt with death COUNTLESS times now so its not even a big deal if a family member dies and i never show emotion unless its extremly seruis some poeple think thats wierd or creepy but its life so fuck off everyones difrent i hate when poeple get TOO emoitinal. and i must say i have many of those freinds i deal with it and dont say anything becouse its a lower point in there charcter. but i can only deal with so much without saying anything. well my hands hurt so im gonna stop ill type more some other time and im glad i got my thoughts out for once instead of locking it away in some filing cabnit in my mind. hope everyone has fun in heaven if there lucky Current Mood: calm Current Music: kotton mouth kings-bong token alcolics (4 Comments |Comment on this)
12:19 am	New journal This is not a journal most poeple want to read this is for me to exrpress the way i feel that i wont type into my other journal. I am defnitly pissed at the world for many reasons. Life sucks move on and fuck everyone cus its pretty fucken obvuis not alot of poeple care for other poeple. Current Mood: angry Current Music: NIN head like a whole (3 Comments |Comment on this)